today i leave
today i leave san diego a different person than i arrived. she was young and naive and had placed a lot of hopes on something everything outside of her told her not to. but that’s life you get excited and think it’ll be bigger than it actually is. maybe?
i leave that chapter behind here now. i am not her any longer though she is me. i think of her fondly with love and care, because she had to endure everything i endured but she didn’t know it yet.
now i feel so capable. i feel invincible, untouchable. i am strong in my own stance and life and i know what i am capable of. the beauty is i know that theres capabilities of mine that i do not know of yet but i am excited for them to unravel in front of me. life has so much room to grow and im so glad i watered it.